Ohayou minna-san..
Ohisashiburi da na..
I've disappear for a very long time I guess. Maa, ima I'm back again.
Are you miss me?? Hahaha..what a weird me. The way I talk like I'm an idol that have a fans. XD
But in reality, I'm just an ordinary girl that simply love with an idol. Also, like to talk with myself..I mean with my netbook, my blog. *krikk krikk*
Yaa..I think I'm getting weird now. Shoganai na~
Jitsuwa, 9 days a go was my father's death. How can I describe it. Ok, simply like it has been 1 year my father had gone to see the Creator. I don't know how I feel that time. It's not sad. It's like something missing. I still don't believe that my father have left me and my family for 1 year. Nanka, sabishii..
I believe, if you see me in face to face, you will say that I'm a strong girl, but actually I'm not strong enough or should I make it clear, I'm not strong at all. Every night, I will remember all the memories that I had with him. Whether its a bad or good memories.
That's why I said, I have a lot of personality in me. Actually people often see Yuki and not me. Although they call me with various name, but the one who always do baka things, laugh out loud, talktative is Yuki not Lynn. I always wanted to introduce myself as Lynn, but I'm afraid if I reveal myself as Lynn, nobody wants to friend with me. Its because I'm short-tempered person, and once I'm going mad, I don't know what I'm thinking and what I do. It makes me feel creepy now. I'm afraid that I'll lose my control. Luckily, there's a word that can make me calm.
I just want to say, I don't strong at all. How can you say someone is strong if at night she always sad if the memories come back. Maa, maybe I should post something about myself ne. I think its all for now. My eyes can't hold it anymore. Shoyasumi nasai minna~
Jaa~
